I want to commiy suicide but dont want to talk to anyone!?

Don't kill yourself, things will get better! If you are never sad or depressed, you won't know what it means to be happy. Happiness comes from within yourself, so you must change your perspective on life. It may sound silly, but positive thoughts and always looking for the bright side in things can help a lot. I think that God makes things happen for a reason, and can use storms in your life to make you turn to him, so you can become a stronger and better person. The world can be cruel, but don't give up hope yet, because you are loved:]